I am very proud of who you are now. You are a very independent, very patience, very loving yet strict and stick to what you believe. When ever you asked me " Don't you love me ? " I avoided your question with my annoying face, trying to make you believe that your asked was annoyed me. The truth is, I don't. I love you. Since you were born. I gave everything I had for you. My toys. My money. My food. My attention. My knowledge. Everything. I cannot say I love you for many times everyday. You are not my lover. I admit I am very awkward if I say my love to my family. But don't get me wrong. I've showed to you how much I love you, I protect you.
Still remember the days you wanted my toys and Mommy said, don't take mine, you have yours but you were so hard headed. You took my toy and you threw it away. It was broken and it was my favorite toy that time Never mind, I wasn't angry at all. I don't know why.
Still remember the day I came back home for my semester break and you cried on our room ? Someone you trust broke your trust and you told me about it. I didn't say anything. Indeed, I wanted to see that stupid guy and settle the business. I WON'T EVER EVER LET ANYONE HURT YOU WITHOUT KNOWING THE TRUTH. I'LL KILL THEM FOR YOU LIKE SERIOUSLY.
You told me that you really loves plane and jet. You wanted to fly the jet. You really want to join TUDM. You have my support. 100% support. No worries sissy.
You have my protection, attention and affection until my last breathe, until my last blood. I'm sorry because I can never say I love you. I can't because I can only show it. I can only show it. You'll know it one day when you're adult enough. That is why I forgive you for not understanding what I do for you.
Happy Birthday MY SISTER.
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