He has my heart.

MEET SHAHRUL ANUAR

Hey love. I love you so much you know? I would never expect that you are the one who will be my love. As my love story wasn't start with you, it was supposed to be ended by him. But this is Allah's will. I accept with all my heart from the sincerest bottom. I never met a boyfriend like you, yes, I NEVER MET ONE LIKE YOU. This is the first time ever, I met a guy who's really care about me even it was just nothing. You're trying to tell that you like me but you are too afraid to do so. Haha, its okay sayang. I can see it obviously. So obvious that you do have a feeling for me. Sorry to say but you showed it. When you went for your soccer match in UITM Arau, Perlis, you finally admitted that you miss me and you really can't wait to go back to campus and meet me. Sayang, why do you have to be so shy to admit your feeling? You afraid of rejection? Hihi. You know I won't reject a guy like you. 

I still remember, I was having a period pain. Err, girl stuff here. You were so worried like I'm going to deliver a baby. You drove so fast to clinic. You've waited for me outside the doctor room like you're waiting for your first children. -,-" Ohh dearr.. Relax honey. Relax... Chilllll :D

I can't see which part you didn't try to do everything just to make me smile. You'll try your best to fulfill everything I want, everything I need. Sayang, I have to confess, I will be the most stupid dumbass girl if I leave you. I fall for you without any plans. It just came to my heart. You never use sweet words to make fall. You just show your true self and your sincerity. I'd still remember the moment you told me, " Syg, I sygkan you bukan sebab I nak you je. I sygkan you sbb I ada niat nak nikah dgn you, I nak you jadi mak utk anak2 I nnt, btw, I nak 5 anak eh nnt yang? Hihi, I dah gtau mak dah pasal you. Nnt I bwk you blk jumpa family I, you nak tak syg? "

Girls, if you were in my shoes, what would you feel if there's a shy-shy guy tells you this sentence straight to your face? Yes, I'm proudly says here, I am happy and it would be impossible to find a guy like him. Never.

 

With love,

Nur Jasziana @ Sarah

::Your only girl::